Silhouette Scene

urgh, mean.

2006-07-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

i ate dinner. vomit. vomit again. then vomit again. -.- feel so sick now. going to sleep soon. later got soccer. heehee. :D

picking up the pieces

2006-07-05T14:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO! [:

y'all are such smart asses! when y'all know im feeling down, y'all will check my blog first before asking me. haha. but i didnt post bout the prev incident. anyways. its over, gonna be. [:

sooner or later. :
so i went to school today. and im so tired cause ahboy kept yawning! then i also yawned with him. haha. aft that i couldnt stop. haha. smsed in class. ALMOST caught by miss krishnan. sneaky tcher. hahaha. :p

and ahboy got me my birthday present alrdy! hahaha. so cute lahhh. its only 5th july. haha. and 1st nov still got school. but i'll get present(s). haha. wheeeeee! :D

now im bored. cause ahboy went to take his nap instead of accompanying me. haha. i should take a nap too. im so tired anyway. haha. "i go take my nap le.later than chat.bye.haha." tell me how cute is he? lol.

OH. OH. OH!!!! YESTERDAY'S MATCH, GERMANY VS ITALY, TWO NIL!~ and who won? ITALY OFCOS. ahhh. i love italy! <33333 but i love france more. haha. i told you people germany was not as good. jinghui and joshua still insists that germany would win. haha.

you know how i found out? i was in the lift, going to school. then this family came in at 6th floor. the mum was like, "wah. yesterday ah, the dont know who ah, 1 to 1 and charge towards the goal. and he scored for italy!" then the dad was like, "who won ah? i fell asleep in the middle of the match." he then laughed to himself. :\ the son then said, "italy lor! two nil. so pro!" then the daughter said, "germany should win lor. stupid italy!"

I LAUGHED TO MYSELF WHEN I GOT OUT OF THE LIFT. CUTE PEOPLE. HAHA. what a typical-singaporean-huge-soccer-fan kinda family. after some laughing, i called jinghui. hahaha.

italy~ wooohooo~

actually. if germany won yesterday and france win today. finals would be so good. and and and. france will win germany and they'll win world cup!!! hahaha. wishful thinking. blah~

so anyway, tonights portugal vs france. pls let france win! haha. go france!!~

post more later. :D

until then.

its dying on me.

2006-07-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

my heart is screaming to the world that its gonna die on me.

love takes flight

2006-07-03T11:08:00.000+08:00

i am so tired. and im still high over france's victory. haha. :D

heading to town with peijuan and bryan later on. grabbing some fun and laughters. its been sometime since im out with them. haha. but i feel like going east coast! :D

my urges are unpredictable. and very hard to satisfy. :D

oh man. just look at my tagboard. its time i reply tags. :D

wenhui,
thanks. im fine now. jesus took it all. :D

bryan,
ok man. im here for you too. youve got my word. :D

geraldine,
thanks so much. jesus has taken it all. and im alright now. im glad i met you. :D

xiiao_blurblur,
wasssssup nigell? :D how'd you get here?!

celeste,
its not shit, babe. its just your verbal thoughts. im merely listening to it. :D

THOSE SWEET PEOPLE WHO TAGGED, I LOVE YOU TOO LAHHH. :D

life has its up and down. (:

2006-07-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

didnt blog for the past few days. and i cant remember a single thing. oh well. [:

today went for service. walau. all the girls freaking pungseh-ed me lah! nvm. i still got johnathan wong. haha! (: we played photohunt again!! haha. we were so close. so so close to beating the high score. haha. :D cant really rmb what happened today. came back and slept. haha.

oh yah! and gerard, aft svc, keep poking me. -.- i saw him poke me lah! then he was like, "ITS NOT ME! walau. really not me lah! walau!" haha. crazy guy. haha.

joshua lim zhiyong owes me a lifetime supply of pokka green tea. :D haha. and he promised to buy pokka green tea factory for me! haha! :D -and everybody goes, awwwww. :D

AND AND AND FRANCE WON BRAZIL. ONE - NIL!! -AND THE CROWD GOES WILDDDD! PORTUGAL WON ENGLAND. THREE - ONE. -AND THE CROWD GOES WILD AGAIN!! :D

france france france!~
-keeps cheering and dances about.

DANG. im damn high. haha. :p

i realised ive grown to like dancing. (:
alot, alot and alot!
singing too. :D

but aft all, today was yet another a special day. (:

that friend. that song. that game.

2006-07-01T10:49:00.000+08:00

i miss your cheeky smile, your laughter, your sillyness.
i miss watching you shoot hoops.
i miss seeing you miss your shots and laughs together.
i miss eating ice-cream after your basketball match.
i miss walking out of school with you.
i miss going to seven eleven and buying choco with you.
i miss seeing you have choco all over your mouth.
i miss your company every night, even though its on the phone.
i miss the way you sang that song.
i miss that song, that we always repeat on your ipod, together.
i miss rushing down to where you were when you called.
i miss those east coast trips.
i miss the look you give whenever youre worried.
i miss going to the doc with you when you were sick.
i miss those days.

i wish all thats back again. although we were just buddies.
& i love basketball, ice-cream, chocolate and music because of you.

the cruel-sick joke.

2006-06-29T11:47:00.000+08:00

you wanna know why i didnt appear in school today?
you really wanna know what happened?

heres what happened ;

for the first time in my life,
i got crashed so bad. so very bad.
school, home, the usuals.
problems from everywhere.
around the end of may,
i thought that was the worst part of my life.
i was so damn wrong.
now, end of june. my life crashed.
to the extend that i skipped school.
dont look at me with the,
what-the-hell?-cheryl-actually-skipped-school kinda look.
i'll dig your eyes out. im not perfect ok, sucker.
i felt so helpless. really helpless.
i really need a break. from this world.
and i dont care what you're gonna do about it.
i am only a teenager.
and im alrdy going through so much.
what is this? some kind of cruel-sick joke?
i am alrdy hanging by my last finger.
the weakest finger.
i swear, i cant hold on any longer.
i really cant. who knows what'll happen next?
yes, i dont know what to do now.
so i'll not do anything.
mayb this is the best way out.
im feeling this way, is not cause im having a bad day.
its cause im having a bad ~~week~~ month.

dont worry, i wont commit suicide.
(although i sound like im gonna. but i wont.)

what an ugly world.

2006-06-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

FUCK THE DAMN BLOODY FUCKED UP LIFE LAH. GO LAH, ALL OF YOU. LEAVE NOW, LEAVE ME ALONE. THATS WHAT Y'ALL HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR RIGHT?! GO AS FAR AS YOU CAN. FUCK IT. I DONT CARE ANYMORE. IVE GOT MORE THAN ENOUGH THINGS CHARGING MY WAY THAT IM NOT READY TO HANDLE. PRACTICALLY EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG. AND I DONT KNOW WHY. SO YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE ARE HAPPY NOW? SO, SCRAM.

i really need a break from this world. this ugly world.

oh well.

2006-06-28T16:50:00.000+08:00

oh fuck, life is starting to fall apart again just when i thought its all gonna be alright.

OH WELL.
SCHOOL SUCKS.
as usual.

nothing amused me today.
oh well, like people always say, better luck tomorrow.

im getting bored of blogging. =/

im not your youve-got-nothing-to-do-so-you-mess-with-me kinda girl.
back off.

im not gonna look back anymore.

2006-06-27T16:39:00.000+08:00

-sits and cry.

fucked up school.

~~jesus, PLEASE take it all lah!~~

jesus, PLEASE take me away instead!

my darling.

2006-06-26T15:19:00.000+08:00

you are always there.
everyhow and everywhere.
you never seem to leave my side.
not even for a second.

when im happy,
you jumped around with me.
and smiled with me.

when im sad,
you hold me in your arms,
and never let go.

when i cried,
you lent me your shoulder,
and your ear.

when im hurt,
you sat by me,
and comforted me.

when im lonely,
you took my hand,
and walked with me.

youre always there,
when i broke down,
when i needed someone,
when i screamed out loud,
when i cried out so hard,
when i couldnt carry on,
when i shattered into millions,
when i dont know what to do,
when i least expect you.

after all youve done for me,
after all youve gone through with me,
i realise, i can never find another you.

most importantly,
i can never find someone who would die for me like you did, just so that i could live.

jesus, i love you. <3

jesus, thank you for accompanying me the way home on sunday, 25th june 2006. i had a really difficult afternoon.

i felt your presence. you just sat by me. you just listened to me complain. i sounded like i was talking to myself. but i know you heard all ive said. i poured out all my feelings to you. i broke down in front of you. i was shattered into millions. i didnt know what to do. you told me to just rest in you. i held no doubt, and rested in you.

and today, i saw what you did for me today and yesterday night. you listened to me complain and you listened to my problems yesterday evening. you worked wonders for me today and yesterday night.

what more can i say?

afterall.. (:

2006-06-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

:D

this morning, at about 10+, i woke up with 118 missed calls and 20 new messages. cause i overslept. and missed main service. =x

sorry everyone!!

today wasnt nice. but im glad everythings alright now. (:

adventure camp 2! (x

2006-06-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

adventure camp 2 was more than a blast esp the last night! :D

DAY ONE ;

woke up at 6 am. joshua called at 6.05 am. then i called jack and johnathan. and i went to change. grabbed everything and dragged them downstairs. cabbed to simei and met joshua. wenhui and cryystal cabbed to suntec while joshua and i met jack and johnathan at cityhall.

we had our breakfast outside seven eleven. and we got chased away by the security guard. lol. victoria carried my bag all the way to fourth floor. we fooled around along the way and had our fun. briefing alrdy started when we reached fourth floor.

took bus 5 to pier. so heavy lah my bag. then took boat to ubin. when we reach ubin, we were recieved with open arms. :D they looked kuku. but.. theyre nice. hahahaha. ok. so, we went to the ballroom to assemble. we got our briefing alrdy, then we went to our room! we moved the mattress upstairs.

then we went for our lunch, followed by some treasure hunt-alike thing. just to take group photos at check points. so tiring. lol. travelled so much. then settled down at the mama beach. lol. did field cooking. our group's guys ah. they're super funny lah. all say not hungry. dont wanna eat. coach bring the food to one side for them, they finished all the food in secs! haha. so cute.

then we WALKED back. 4 km in total. o.o i almost peng when we reached our bunk. then changed for p&w. it was great. (: laoda shared bout a boy called wayne. he was super loved by jesus. he simply prayed and simply recieved. hes one blessed boy. (: when we all heard his story, we all cried. hes loved. the rest of the days, everyone said hi/bye whenever we see him. hes so cute. (:

aft that, we went scouting for cold drinks. we went all around the resort area lah. so tiring lor. and we all went back to our bunk. outside our bunk, came percy. lol. he gave me a mouth of his hundred plus when at that point of time, i was super thirsty. :D

THANKS PERCY! :D

then we went back to our bunk. 5 of us slept in 2 mattress! haha. in opposite directions. squeezy but cosy. (: we chatted till quite late. =x lol. :p

DAY TWO ;

woke up quite early for breakfast. MILO WAS SUPERB. :D hahaha. then we went to the ballroom. we had camp connection. did super alot of cheers. then we had lunch. aft lunch was the station games.

first station was shir's! we had to do alot of things lah. so funny. then was dropping the egg from 2nd level. then cannot break it. but we broke it. then we played trust fall. the guys caught coach alice but dropped shi mei. -.- haha. ok. but shes alright. then we played in the pool with waterproof poker cards. our group was fast. (:

then we played lemonade! our group was GREAT. :D we got so many fruits and an egg. we squeezed all of them. and we had to drink it. yeah. dean drank the most. lol. i took one big mouth. it was super nice. really. (: then we went back to our bunks. changed and went for dinner. aft dinner we had service. it was about god's mercy. it was great as well.

we went back to our bunk. it was 5 people again. but all slept in the same direction. haha. so cute lah. (: we were talking bout nose shit. lol. celeste was super high. hahahaha! :D

DAY THREE ;

we woke up late for breakfast. haha. then we drank horlicks. haha. it was nice too. but i prefered thier milo! :D then we went for water games! it was damn fun lah. attackers. we allied with alpha. haha. we tried to attack bravo. they were strong. then laoda brought alpha, bravo and charlie to attack us! lol. BUT WE DEFENDED WELL. GO DELTA!! :D

we then assembled at the beach area. there was this super ACT BENG guy. USE WATER GUN SHOOT WENHUI'S BUTT. then she angry. then she keep scolding him. haha. useless guy. kena scolded like siao. hahaha. wenhui is so cute! :D

then we had to protect the mm-s. somebody's gun rammed into my face. ow. -.- i couldnt see lah. all the water attacking me. lol. coach jason ah. he use pushing one sia! he pushed his way in. after all the protecting, THE SAAT YOUTHS OF DARE STILL WON! :D ice cold coke, ice cold coke, ice cold coke!!! :D

then we went back to change. haha. we didnt shower. =x then we went dinner! hahaha. IT WAS THE BEST MEAL IN THE WHOLE OF CAMP. :D we all sat down. and played wenhui's bang game. :D and we went high with prawns and oranges! and johnathan peeled oranges for me! -and everyone goes AW... :D

THANKS JOHNATHAN. :D

then we went for campfire! delta was great. we can do everything. just not good enough. but we're cool still. (: we did the titanic song best. :D OH IT WAS SAD!~ hahaha!! :D then we went back. we had p&w!!! IT WAS SUPERB OK. :D we sang. we jumped. we praised. we worshiped. :D aft that, we went out for milo. sheryl, celeste and i drank 3 cups each. LOL. :D and i got seriously high after that.

i danced and sang everywhere i went. hahaha. and now, the best part of the camp... SCOOTER GANG!!!! :D WOOHOO!!! we even had our very own cheer! :D we then went to marlon's bunk. we all had so much fun. nigell kena coke! :D hahaha.

and we went to our bunk. WE SAW THE STUPID GAY AND ASSHOLE GUY WHO SHOT WENHUI'S BUTT! i told him coach not happy bout people playing water guns. then he xia lan with me. then i super not happy. he looks freaking nerd lah. and i just really super not happy lah. then marlon they all come alrdy, i told them bout him. then we all took our scooters and chiong to his area.

john knocked on his door and marlon took his slippers and threw it in the bushes! GO SCOOTER GANG! three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for scooter gang! :D disturb one of us and youre dead. we'll all go after you. with our scooters. HAHA. :D

then we got super tired. decided to go to bed. haha. went back to our bunk, i packed my stuff and fell dead. i was the first to fall asleep. lol. i cant take it alrdy lah. i was the last one awake also. lol. it was like a four hour sleep only. so tired. haha.

DAY FOUR ;

i woke up, lost my voice and couldnt walk. -.- aching like siao. aft awhile, i could talk again. haha. i dragged myelf to change into adventure camp 2 shirt. and brought our bags to the ballroom. then we went for breakfast. we were all still very high. hahaha. :D milo was not as good. haha. ok. then we went to the ballroom. played the bang game.

and coach jason asked us to go to every bunk to check if people are still sleeping. we went to wake them up. haha. we were still singing scooter gang's cheer! and we went back, alot of people at the ballroom alrdy. we just sat down and waited for coach jason to come. i almost fell asleep. hahaha. i was tired ok. haha.

we did the adventure camp 2 survey. haha. ok. im still high. haha. then we just fooled around. and we got to go upstairs to get our bags and to the ferry we went. then on the ferry, coach jayden played the hand & number game with us. hahaha. :D then we took bus 5 back to suntec. i fell asleep on the bus. haha. so tired.

at suntec, we talked to joshua. we all felt better. and we went for bs! :D we ate at foodcourt. and we slept there. hahaha. so tired lah! and we went to get ticket. sat outside the rock. and sang and sang! we were still high! haha. and we went to minitoons. they got some marshmellows. lol. we went back to queue. and we went for bs. nothing much alrdy. haha. i fell dead aft i reach home, shower and chatted online for a little while.

and i woke up at 12+ today. my grandma dug me out of bed! -.- sigh. haha. im going back to sleep later. lol. cause if not sunday very tired. lol. wow. this post is super long. lol. blog more later.

until then, scooter gang rocks your socks! <3

be jealous! :D

._.

2006-06-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

adventure camp 2 was a blast! :D

but i'll only blog, if i manage to wake up. as for now, im freaking tired. check back again.

good night world! (:

adventure camp is tomorrow. (x

2006-06-19T11:29:00.000+08:00

ADVENTURE CAMP IS TOMORROW.

cant wait for the first night. our first encounter with jesus. im actually not looking forward to the fun we're gonna have during camp. instead, the encounter with jesus. ive waited so long. its gonna be great nights with jesus. no doubt, im sure of it. (:

our dirty little secret

2006-06-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

went to johns house just now. slack, slack and slack. lol. then went for dinner. but didnt eat. haha. ok.

going for camp shopping tomorrow. jamming first. from 11 to 1. then go camp shopping. haha. camp is in 2 days time lah. AND WE GOT OUR ROOM BACK. thanks coach jason! :D

ok. im seriously bored now. and high. haha. okok.

laters!

our dirty little secret. (:

til i see you again

2006-06-18T11:44:00.000+08:00

for the past few days, i didnt blog. lol. so here it is!

friday ;

took bus 10 with john and jack to suntec. met gernette outside the arcade. she gave me a chip and dale figurine from hongkong disneyland! :D hohoho. so pretty!! THANK YOU GERNETTE! its so cute lahhh! we then went to kopitiam. wanted to do homework. but then again, no mood to. hahaha. just forget it. then celeste came.

after jack went to serve, we went to marina, pizza hut, to have dinner. i didnt eat much. no appetite. we then went back to suntec, to the audi. met marlon and darryl. both of them went for dinner while the rest of us went to the arcade. then nothing to do there, so we went back to the audi.

had a stomach upset. wanted to vomit. reach the toilet, flooded with people. then i ran out. to the toilet outside. gernette followerd. i vomited alot. never vomit so much before. then went back to audi. was rather quiet. scared vomit again. haha.

then aft bible study, celeste told us that our room is being split. sigh. then we called dora, no reply. then celeste called lydia. most probably cant put us back. sigh. then my parents fetched cryys home. end of friday.

saturday ;

suppose to meet them at bedok at 11. darryl reached at 11.15. he is the earliest lah. lol. then jack. then me. then john. we went to macs to wait for the other two. marlon came then cryys. for once he is not the last. haha. when you go to macs, never ever eat mac flurry with milo and twister fries. seriously. haha. i saw jim, jia xin, joyce and yong ding. lol. i hate bedok lah. always see people from school. hahaha. we then took cab to suntec. cause they were late.

coach jason say he may put us back together. he'll try his best. sigh.

then aft dare, we went to sky garden for dinner. they played blind mice. we watched. gerard and percy keep bullying preston! then wenhui and darryl helped preston. hahaha. was damn funny lah. aft some of them left, john found an earthworm. hahaha. then he brought it to the playground. a baby boy stepped on it. the mother pulled him back, he stepped it again. it was a step and drag this time. ouch.

pierson then suggest to cut it into half. say it will survive. then it was cut. a little. it was wounded. then marlon just cut it up. and marlon sayang the earthworms. i think it survived. then we went home. they bought chocolates.

heaven and earth green tea is like water plus crap!

haha. then we went to hmv. looked at the albums and all. and then we took mrt home. marlon, john and jack accompanied me to tampines then they went back to bedok. :D and my parents came to fetch me at tampines. (: reach home so tired. sat in front of the computer. help joshua lim jelly to find someone before showering. he owes me big time. hahaha. i showered at like, 12.08 am because of him. haha.

sunday ;

which is today, didnt go for service. mum told to me stay at home cause if i wanna go camp, cannot go service. -.- fine. so here i am blogging. haha. today they actually arranged to eat sakae sushi! lol. oh well. after camp. sunday! :D that is, if i woke up from sleepless adventure camp nights. hahaha. last year i came back, slept for 3 days 2 nights straight. wake up very hungry. lol. post some more later. or tomorrow. (:

laters!

i dont want school to reopen ):

2006-06-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

had a nightmare yesterday. a bad one. and went for dare today. damn tired lah. post tomorrow. i haven shower. and its 11.57pm. haha.

laters!

):

2006-06-17T10:41:00.000+08:00

going for d.a.r.e later. :D lunch at bedok first. i still feel unwell from yesterday's vomit. got headache. took panadol. healed in jesus name! :D oh well, post again when im back. meeting them 11 at bedok. now 10.45 alrdy still at home. oops. =x haha.

laters!

im bored bored bored!

2006-06-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

i was blog hopping when suddenly i saw a msn pop-up. friendster. so i opened. 'pierz- wants to add you as friend. or something like that lah. so ok, accept. pierson. haha. i went to say hello on msn. he is one weird person. hahaha.

add him in msn so long alrdy, never even chat before. so said hi and stuff. initially i thought he was funny and all. i was wrong! haha. i asked who is he. he said he went to john wong's house. then he say. the cuter one. hes so ego! haha. and he said im ego when hes the one. hahaha.

and he confused me with the word "who". he was like. who is who? then aft that. alot of whos come out. i confused like dont know what lah. hahaha. then now he disappear alrdy. and hes going bs tomorrow. i should not let him see me tomorrow. he'll start disturbing me again. hahaha. funny, weird, ego guy. but its fun talking to him though. haha.

im still bored.

longer. much longer. he promised.

2006-06-15T14:32:00.000+08:00

oops!

i forgot to blog yesterday. cause i was like thinking, aft watching bleach, i shall blog. haha. and after bleach, its 11+ pm. so late alrdy. i off-ed the computer, only then i realised i forgot to blog. haha. ok. so here i am ;

yesterday, met renn at bedok! its been 69274381 years since i last saw her lah! we went to johns. watched knight of gamblers. its super nice lah. steven chow. haha. sorry ah. im on a laughing spree recently. haha.

and we played pool too. haha. my first game. was with renn. i lost. by 1. oh well, its my first game lah. haha. renn was like, relax lah, its your first game! haha. (:

we watched some stuff on youtube. ms swan! shes super cute lahhh! haha. and some very very super vulgur videos. its funny lah. haha.

and i came back home at 8.30 pm. haha. i watched singapore idol. and then i watch bleach on youtube. haha. bleach is getting interesting alrdy! i skipped ep 76 to 81. haha. i watched from 82. lol. cause fillers are damn boring lah. haha.

and now, im doing my hols assignments. johnathan doesnt have any! so unfair lah. he gets to rot while the rest are rushing through their assignments! haha. seriously, i rather do homework than rot. hah. so, johnathan, having homework aint as bad as you think. :D

ok. tag people! cause i need your links. i lost them. i am really sorry! and tomorrow, people are gonna help me with my math! great! :D

laters!

"we'll last longer. and longer. much longer. 80 years longer. " he promised. <3

lucify skin.

2006-06-13T19:16:00.001+08:00

:DD

pieced up the lucify blogskin. took half an hour. with all those distractions from everywhere. haha. (: lucify is so great. although yesterday's performance wasnt up to the judges' expectations. but still, they managed to move on to the next round. theyve got great supportive fans. (:

hey boy, i wanna catch your wave.

2006-06-13T11:14:00.000+08:00

im backkkkkk!!

john tricked us into going to his house with the da vinci code! evil! i wanna watch it so badly. bah. had two cups of milo. watched spongebob squarepants. cryys fell asleep. john wanted to take a photo. darryl threw a pillow at cryys. then she woke up. hahaha. so cute lah they all. (:

then slacked at johns room. they played o2jam. some saddistic game. burnout. and cuttlefish fight. hahaha! the guys kena -beep-. hahaha.

im so bored. bah.

you make my day beautiful.

2006-06-12T12:11:00.000+08:00

hohoho. [:

saturday was camp group snuggle. it was ok lah. haha. our group. i only know cryys and dean. hahaha. ok.. make friends. make friends. yeah, we will. coach kev is fun. camp will be fun. amen. (:

going johns later. watching the da vinci code! great. haha. dont need to pay and sneak in to cinema also can watch nc16 show. haha.

im damn tired now. i think i'll fall asleep at johns house. so tired.

i'll post more when im back. [:

i stil like you lahhh!

2006-06-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

i love today. (:

another.

2006-06-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

tomorrows camp briefing alrd. wonder whos in the same group as me. haha.

im super bored today lah. -.-

& i want to see you again. so badly.

2006-06-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

i am damn bored.

i was at friendster, and i made fun of a twit. ("-) just go read my bulletin. "when a twit/lian questions me. LOL." go and laugh your heads off. then plug it back. give me a hi-5 and laugh some more. haha. :D oh well, after all the laughs. i hereby, apologise to rachel, i used her bulletin. meaning, she created the bulletin. and i made fun of it. so im sorry. all was done cause i was bored and high. totally no offence to you nor the way you type. :D

CHEERS.

healed in jesus name .

2006-06-06T13:29:00.000+08:00

im backkkk !

i dread going to malaysia . fullstop . seriously . i listened to my mum and went for cousin's wedding . and i fell ill during the wedding dinner . was a little feverish only . so i didnt care much .

after that , my family and i went to my other cousin's house to stay over . his house is F-A-B . serious . hes got a tv room ! with 43 inch tv . like walau eh . lol . he designed his own house . yeah . its so niceee ! ok . his son , primary 6 this year , looks like tony sun from 5566 . hah .

the next morning , i fell seriously ill . and i couldnt walk . i dragged myself everywhere they went . we went for prawn noodles in the morning . then went to 2nd uncle's house . then went to kukup . beach kinda place . ate seafood . it looks kinda nice . but its tasteless . to me lah . they enjoyed the food . can tell from their grins . haha . after lunch , we went to visit a fish breeding place . yah . it was cool there . i felt warmer and warmer . i thought it was the sun . but well , thats not it .

on the way back to 2nd aunt's house , i slept . and half way there , they bought something called " yao yao bing " , in other words , shake shake ice . hahaha ! whatever it is , it must have tasted good . cause its ice cold ! i didnt get to taste them . too tired to even bother . and then we went to 2nd aunt's house . i sat on their sofa , from the moment i reach til the moment we left . haha . i have no strength to move lahhh . oh ya . and grandma prayed for me . three times ! haha . shes great ! and shes coming to singapore next week to stay over . finally . after so long .

as for now , i cant smell . but i can breathe . through my nose . i cant really hear . you must shout , to talk to me . feverish forehead . and feeling giddy . a little sore throat . oh well , alls healed in jesus name ! amen . :DD

i believe that i will heal before adventure camp . which is 14 days or 2 weeks later ! its coming . i cant wait ! :DD although it is not playing in dare groups . jesus will group me with great people that i can enjoy camp with ! (: cant wait for saturday too . camp briefing . and meeting my group members . :DD

ok . lifes gonna be good . amen . :D

laters !

so near yet so far

2006-06-04T11:40:00.000+08:00

june holidays is like so boring lah .

thursday
we went east coast !. the usuals [east area] . quite funny lah . rented bikes and blades . then it started raining . haha . the wind was so strong . then came the rain . so we stopped . went to the beach . (: the sea . the sand . then joshua came . after so long . yes . so we decided to watch the nun . :D it was super funny lah . cryys with the bag over her face . john with his legs in his shirt . the movie was BAD . seriously BAD . not scary at all lah . crap . wasted 8 $ on that rubbish . just a nun killed by 5 teenagers . then she come back for revenge in the body of a girl given birth by one of the teenager . -.- crap .

friday
bible study . we went suntec early . and had our lunch . sakae . (: and we had seriously nothing to do ! we went marina , lanning . lol . cryys wanted to play o2jam . i wanted to play maple . end up both also canot play . -.- then we played gunbound . its damn sian lah . lol . then gernette came . dressed very formally . really . lol . then we went to queue cause its 6 alrdy . and we saw abel . and the story goes on which i dont wanna talk about .

saturday
d.a.r.e . right , was good . the sermon was great . johnathan was called up for the illustration . ernie kept laughing . we dont know why . lol . after the whole thing . we went for dinner . and the story went on again , shall not elaborate .

sunday
going malaysia . couldnt go svc . walau . my cousin can dont go lah . so unfair . my relative getting married , not cherie lah . lol . mayb i'll go if its cherie's wedding . but now .. walau . i really dont wanna go lah . so boring inside . i'll miss singapore ! i shall get gums . :D and mayb the da vinci code vcd . lol . :DD cmon lah . ive to try to keep myself awake until . midnight mayb ? sigh . then stay in malaysia some more . you say go malaysia shopping spree ah , i sure go lah . lol . but then . go for one dinner . parents stil must give red packet . -.- sian ah . lol . usually ah . malaysia's wedding dinners ah , all say go there at 7 and say will start shortly . actually is served at 10 lah . -.- another crap . oh yah , adventure camp . dora said its not gonna be playing in d.g . walau . you all so cruel lah . ): cryystal better dont pon camp ah . lol . if its not in d.g .. i can only hope im with people i know . sigh . its gonna be a boring day today . i shall bring digi cam in to malaysia . :D lol . i'll post again on monday night . i hope . :D

i know y'all will miss me . :D
adios ! <3

and insecurity

2006-06-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

i may be shaken . but i'll never be under . cause im livin' in the world , not of the world .

chains of emotions

2006-06-03T09:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a rather busy day . lets say , it has been busy for all of us . cryystal and girl was at sky garden . the girl called me to go look for them at sky garden . so gernette and i went . we saw her drinking . we all tried to stop her . she refuse to give way . gernette grabbed the bottle and pulled it away by force . gernette threw it away though it was stil half-filled . we then walked back to the rock . and entered the audi . bible study started . the girl was rather calmed at first . til the middle of it , she got so high . she laughed to an empty pocky box . yes , i freaked out . i know its not a time to cry and stuff . the tears hung loose in my eyes . i shut them tight and watched the ground . the tears rested back . then i felt something poking my shoes . i looked up , i saw the girl . poking my shoes and saying hello . i felt worst . i could only force a smile at her whenever she smiles at me . things arent getting any better after bible study . she skipped out of the auditorium like a little kid . and i was dragging myself out of the auditorium . i didnt know what to do . i felt really lost . after much assurance from the boy , cryystal and i cabbed home . but he lost her in citylink . he said she wanted to wait for shirmaine . i was like , thanks anyway . sorry to trouble you . and when i reached home , was about to shower , the girl called . i told her i would call her after my shower . yes , i wanted to call her back , but my house phone had no battery . so i used my phone and we chatted for 10 mins . she was loitering in bishan area , laughing at cars and buses , walking in the middle of the road , still drinking . and i could do nothing about it . she called again at 12 . then i called her back . we chatted for another 7 mins . she assured me that she'll be on her way home , soon , 30 mins later . but i recieved an sms at 1.37 am . shes still out there . but she said , she'll be going home soon . she asked me not to worry . at this point of time , i really wanna cry . shes a girl , out there alone . and it was 1.37 am . what if something happens to her . i wish i could do something for her . i felt really helpless . i had a sleepless night .

i wish someone was here to accompany me through all these .

yeahyeah .

2006-06-01T10:16:00.000+08:00

the usuals is back for more ! we're going east coast . finally . hahahs . [:

sweet sweet day .

2006-05-30T09:27:00.000+08:00

>jumps up and down

i am lovin' it . i want my life to stay as it is . though it can be better .. but well , lets just say .. im satisfied as it is . :D

yes , yesterday we went . we didnt go for the bbq . we went to east coast . [: i was with stead the whoooole day . [: when we reached , somebody's face damn black lah . so we went strolling along the beach . we walked from bbq pit 25 to water breaker 6 . we sat there and took photos . (x

and we got thirsty and went back . we went to seven eleven and bought green tea and lemon tea . hahahs . we sat near the pit and drank up the water and got bored . so we went to the beach , again . we sat down and started drawing . on sand . [:

we drew , took photos . she suddenly stuffed her phone in the sand . lol . i was like " wth ? " . hahah . stunned . ok , we then went to blade . seriously , i dont ever wanna blade again . never ever . lol . after we blade , we went to get slurpee . yeah . nothing much alrdy ..

we just sat by the beach til night time .. just sat there and smsed . then those little couples stopped bbq-ing and came to disturb us . lol . come and nearby . and make us so bright . lol . so we just .. aiyah , go back . lol . we then took cab and headed home . then realised we haven had our dinner . so we changed our destination to century square .

hahahs . we went to eat at food junction . and saw marlon , darryl and jack . black , red and white . lol . then jade took 67 home with me ! [: i was very afraid that she'll fall asleep lah . lol . so i keep asking her not to sleep . if i alighted .. and she falls asleep .. she'll end up at jurong perhaps ? lol .

i reached home .. jade smsed me . assured me that shes home alrdy . [: and my mum promised to buy me THAT purple jacket and hopefully a new closet of clothes ! (x yayyyy ! hahahs . and and and im gonna go dye hair with cryystal ! :D and soon after .. ITS ADVENTURE CAMP !!! :DD

see ? i love my life now . [:

I KNOW YOURE JEALOUS ! :D

(x

2006-05-29T10:05:00.000+08:00

sent to bed with a good night kiss , virtually . woke up feeling afresh . (x

>plays with fingers

seriously my fingers are damn itchy lah . :p and my smses are like .. time bomb or smth .. not enough for my own usage ! anytime it'll explode and send my phone flying away , far far from me .

ah yes , i love peijuan . heaven loads ! [: somebody dont wanna go to the bbq . and to be fair , i cant go . but nvm . my stead offered to go shopping with me at parkway instead of going to the bbq ! then we shall drop by the bbq pit and say hi . i love peijuan alot alot alot ! (x

sigh . ok . im sorry guys . im sorry i didnt go for both bs and main svc . i dont wanna be the most noisy person in the audi . keep sneezing . y'know ? (: i miss y'all !

>grins

laters ~

(x

2006-05-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

was soaked in the rain today . and im feeling freaking sick now . sore throat & flu . plus slight fever . and im so t-i-r-e-d . tomorrows bbq . [:

bye people ~

ahhhh . x)

2006-05-27T09:58:00.000+08:00

IM BACK !!

everything is falling back into place ! [:

even at the most desperate moment . a simple prayer and just let go of everything . He'll handle the rest . i did . and just look what he did for me . (:

3 problems down , 1 last one to go ! (:

gonna play badminton with peijuan, yingjie and jiaxin later on .. (: though i dont feel like . ("-) but im still gonna drag myself out of my cosy and comfortable home . hahah . okay . i love them three loads . really . [:

i shall go seven eleven to grab some chocolate . i need sweet stuff . candies . chocolates . lollipops . chocolates . and more chocolates ! lols .

i want a mp3 phone this time . my shuffle cocked out ! dont know which fat ass sat on my shuffle . i better save up quick . my shuffle wont last much longer . blah . ):

i seriously love my stead . shes been with me through out the whole situation . hahah . i love peijuan ~ lol . public confession . :p dont worry i love all you people out there too .. but i love the three of them [ peijuan , yingjie and jiaxin ] most . i had the most beautiful moments with them . we were practically high every single second . :D

-

now im so bored . i shall reply my tags here ! so many people left a msg . :D

bryyan ; i know you do . fab isnt it? (:

cel ; yeap . tug is coming back for more this hols !

sheryl(:(: ; YO ! (x i love you toooo!!

jerald ; erm .. i dont know leh . she wear 1 day acuvue ? lol ! :D

ariel ; nice blog youve got there . [:

pJ ; hellooooo steadddd !! :D

-

okay . im hungry . hahah .

today is so random .

sing , dance & party !

2006-05-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

hahah . today was fun . [:

they had the inter-house basketball matches . sapphire got 3rd . [: so tiring . gonna sleep early . hehs .

tomorrow no schoooool . can sleep til very late . :DD

oh sheesh . today i got totally nothing to blog about !. nvm .. gonna shower now , if not i'll fall asleep . lols .

laters !~

... ):

2006-05-22T19:37:00.000+08:00

im lost for words .

sian ah !

this morning .. reach sch .. jia xin shouted my name .. passed me jade's bball .. then she went back to class . i put down my bag and placed jade's bball at her seat . the shengwei come alrdy . lols . i haven even msged him . we went downstairs . this morning was super funny lahhh . [:

then school started loh .. nothing much lah .. after school got art club .. all those nonsense lah . lols . [:

we'd be happy , together . i swear .

[:

2006-05-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

[:

shengwei is the best person i can ever find at a time like this ! really . i swear im not lying . (:

although lifes stil a piece of shit . well , im lovin' it .

:DD

i am lying to myself .

2006-05-20T09:03:00.000+08:00

jesus , i really need you now .

lord , everythings going all wrong .. i dont know what to do .. i wanna stop running from my problems alrdy .. i dont have the strength to carry on anymore .. im under extreme pressure .. peer pressure to be exact . lord .. i wanna live like before .. those days when its just me , you and the usuals . lord , i place my cares upon you . all four of them . i cant be bothered anymore . i dont wanna care anymore . i know i cant handle them at all . and i know that you can and you will . im sick and tired of being sick and tired . i wanna stop breaking down and cry . i dont know what happened . i used to be strong . i wont cry even if its the end of the world . whats going on .. i wanna stop crying alrdy .. lord , they are now all yours . please tell me what to do .. i believe you . i truely do ..

i just wanna smile again like before . a real smile with happiness attached . yes , i want that . i really do ..

[: me and you and you and me !

2006-05-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

[:

super happy today . im just so unpredictable . yeap . hahahs . :p

uh .. school was boring . had english oral exam .. after that i chiong off to suntec alrdy . cant wait to get outta school man .. lols . [:

so i met jack at the school bus stop . took bus to bedok interchange there .. and took mrt down to city hall . and i read through his exam papers . lols . then we had subway for lunch . it was alrdy 2+ going to 3 . when we finish .. was about 4+ . haha .

then queued . cryystal went to mrt station with immanuel and jack went to serve . johnathan and i got 3rd batch . lols . he was super high today .. drank some kinda drink called china apple . cause his favourite country is china .. and favourite fruit is apple .. therefore him drinking china apple is only right . lols . funny boy . [:

then had svc .. during svc .. we ate pocky !. and .. cryys and johnathan kept snatching my pocky . sigh . lol . and both of them kept poking me . pestering me about smth . sigh , again . lols . theyre so cute lahhhh . lol !. [:

and my parents fetched me home . hahah . and shengwei kept me awake for the first half of the way home .. then he went to sleep and i slept in my dads car . hahah . very tired okay ..

tomorrows d.a.r.e . and im finally gonna sign up for camp !. better have space left . lols . [:

oh 'kkays world , im tired . good night persons !~

you and me and me and you

2006-05-18T19:47:00.000+08:00

today sucks .

yes , you can see , im not in the mood . really .

but i wanna blog . my addict . cant not . so ... oh 'kkays ,

this morning is really tiring . i slept . then went for the morning assembly . then came back to class . then had lessons . then had recess . then had lessons again . then school ended . then went to tampines mall with peijuan and yiling . then ate long john silvers . then walked around and slacked . then went home with yiling , 67 . then went online . then ate dinner . then continue chatting online . then wrote . then listened to songs . then here i am , blogging . later im gonna shower . then sleep .

LIFE IS PERFECT ~
NOT .

imagine you and me and me and you ..
no matter how they toss the dice .
it has to be .
the only one for me is you .
and you for me .
so happy together .

when will we ever be ..?

party thru the holidays !. [:

2006-05-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

AHHHH !.

i went to cut my fringe just now . cause we gonna have attire spot-check .. and my fringe turn out ugly !. super ugly !! aw , man . oh well .. hahah . :p

and yes , i read through my prev testimonials .. memories played back like a slient film .. i really miss those days . i cant wait for june hols !. pulau ubin , east coast .. all those places . fun . :D

i am so bored .

i want that two huge chipmunks soft toy sold at tampines mall level 4 , just next to long john silvers !. chip and dale , 39.90 $ each . lols . its super cute ! [:

TOMORROW IS THE OPENING OF THE DA VINCI CODE !. i wanna watch !! but its NC16 . wth ? lols . anybody can help me buy the tickets ? pls ..? hahahs .

and i cant wait to see you again !. [:

memories flash back like a slient film .

2006-05-17T17:02:00.000+08:00

sigh .

i felt that ive wasted so much time .. i ~~want~~ need those days when we chiong east coast and church all together . or perhaps , i must have those days back again .

those really beautiful memories .. even til death it will not fade away .

how we went through adventure camp and EJ camp together .. bible study .. d.a.r.e .. main service .. east coast .. sentosa .. and more to come .

i really need those days again . those days when i smiled for real . when im really happy . when i really enjoyed myself like theres no tomorrow .. i need those days back again .. i really do .

november & december 2005 .. those days .. i really miss them .. can we all be like before ?. chiong and chiong . we're all about god . the crazy group of people running after god .

we're truely bonded . we have the bond that is thicker than blood .

mayb 'cause i ~~strayed~~ .. which caused me to miss out so much , so so much , even if its a few weeks of bible study and main service . yet i still feel i lost so much precious time which i could never buy with cash .. i will never stray again . this coming june holidays , will we be like last year ?. or will we be better ?. i really do hope so .

-

a really great song ;

would you believe me if i said...
that we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today...
would you believe me if i said...
that all of your dreams in your heart
can come true... today...
would you believe me if i said...
that life could be all that you want it to be... today...

and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
JESUS.. because of You.. i'm FREE

would you believe me if i said...
that God can make miracles happen today
would you believe me if i said...
that you dont need to wait for the answers before..
you step out in faith..
would you believe me if i said
that nothing is ever IMPOSSIBLE.. for God..

just live your life.. with God inside
you wont regret one moment of it
and give all that you can for God... for God

mayb cause .. love is not your kinda thing .

2006-05-17T14:36:00.000+08:00

aloha ~

and again , im here . at this point of time . about 2+ pm . i would blog . yeah . cause i came back early . dont know why .. this week seems rather boring .. exams are over , not . stil got english oral . but its okay . :D

know why ? cause my examiner is mr lee beng wah . :DD the nicest tcher ever . his lit lessons are great . :D my english oral exam .. this time round , got picture convo !. walau . i hate picture convo lor !. anyway .. i'll do fine . mayb even great ! (:

first half of the class , all is mr lee as examiner .. well , second half of the class , mrs tan kim moi . lols . yeah . she ah .. i can say i'd rather her to be my examiner . cause i did presentation in front of her before .. and she look interested with my speech . although it was short . heh . :p

oh well , blog more later . i have nothing much up my sleeves alrdy . [:

laters !.

the loveliest expressions written on sand ..

2006-05-16T14:13:00.000+08:00

[:

ive got back more of my results ! and ... i got 1 A2 and 1 A1 ! hahahs . A1 is d&t . A2 is history !!!! history is from 55.5/100 jump to 72/100 ! C5 to A2 . praise god . :DD

just great !

im super happy cause the exams which i didnt study on .. history and d&t .. i got As . i slept early that night . and did not study . i just trust god . and there , my As . :DD

so , i got back all my results .. but .. i forgot my geog results . seriously . heh . oh well , when i get back the paper then say . hahah .

oh . and just now , our class laughed very hard for at least 2 mins . hahahs . mr choo came to talk to us about our selection of subjects next year .. and he said the word " found " as " fuck " . and as he went on , everybody laughed . then he ask why we laughing . somebody shouted , " cause you said fuck ! " . i dont find it funny . really .

and we watched taxi 2 !. from tcher's laptop . yeah . its NC16 . who cares ? even our tchers dont care . so we just watched on . and the word " fuck " appeared . and once again my class cracked up . i really dont know why . it seems like they've never seen or heard that word before !. y'know ? getting all-so-excited , over a word .

my class is twisted , but i love . (:

stress aftermath . xD

2006-05-15T19:26:00.000+08:00

RESULTS ARE BACK .

yeah . every student's worst nightmare . exam results . oh well . heres how i score :

eng - 60/110
chinese - 60/100
math - 18/100
sci - 46/100
lit - 46/80

thats all ive got today . not bad for a sec 2/3 pupil . heh . :p

I KNOW MY MATH SUCKS . so , shut up . xD

so tired today ! and i waited for miss ho outside art room ! from 3 to 4 . and she never showed up ! so well , we all left then . in that 1 hour , we disturbed the school pond . the stones lying around . haha . we played stupid stuff . dont ask . heh . :p

it was so much fun . :DD

love , is beautiful .. with you .

sundayyyy !!

2006-05-14T17:33:00.000+08:00

i am so tired !.

woke up at 8 . met celeste , vivian , wenhui and sheryl at 9+ . went to macs awhile , then headed down to indoors stadium . tomorrow is pastor prince's birthday !. haha . then theres svc . then went to changi airport !. lol . eat sakae . :p and here i am ! summary of today . cant be bothered to elaborate . too tired . :DD

I AM SUPER TIRED !

AND I NEED CHOCOLATES !! ):

i miss you ..! :p

all this while , it has always been you .

2006-05-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

bored .

i shall blog about john's party .

i met jack at bedok early . so we could shop for presents . we got for jerald and gernette . i bought one for john . the soft cusion . walau . i want that back . so cute lor . :p

we just slacked at john's room from about 4 to 9 ? lol . thats like .. so many hours .

today im bored . sigh .

do you stil ..?
cause i do .

insensitivity kills

2006-05-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

):

all this while he doesnt know .

when i thought he did ...

cause im cheryl . [:

2006-05-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO .

im bored . im practically stoning .. i wanna watch bleach . but my sister wanna use in 7 mins . sigh . i'll watch it on saturday then ..

i miss ______ . alot . i hope he sees this . (:

LOVES .

yay . xD

2006-05-11T09:18:00.000+08:00

10/05/06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNATHAN !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERALD !
11/05/06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERNETTE !

yawns .

very sleepy .. ("-) cause yesterday i slept at 10+ pm . then leongbing called at 11.57 pm . ("-) then i went back to sleep . hahaha . so yeah .

yesterday .. watched m.i.3 !. lol . the show is like . explosive . fast . and cool . haha . (: its rated 9/10 kinda movie . so its a must watch . haha . :DD

ok , exams over . great . NOT . ("-)

later gonna cut hair . lol . miss ho ask me go cut fringe . haha . then gonna thin my hair .. then pj they all wanna take neoprint .. haha . todays a little relaxed . not so much fun . friday . friday . friday .

UH-OH .

friday is also johnathan's party ! ("-) sigh .. now what .. recently .. needa choose so much . theres a greater decision ahead . ("-) uh .. ok .. i cant decide . just do what i feel like when i wake up on friday . haha . mayb i can go both . hmm .. uh . nvm . ("-)

i want to go camp shopping . haha . a little too early . but .. haha . ok .

oh yah .. sec 2 cca camp !. why must they combine sec 2 camp with sec 2 cca course ?. so lame lah . learn first aid .. learn footdrills . those not my kinda things ?. im from art club leh . hahah . :p sigh . miss ho force me to go . hahah . sian . no choice alrdy loh . ("-)

ok . so now , what should i get for johnathan , jerald and gernette ? omg . 3 presents . im broke . ("-) haha . but i'll stil buy . hmm ..

what an indecisive day ..

laters !~

chance chance !. (:

2006-05-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

bad .

this is bad . im feeling nasty . today didnt really go well .. after so long .. for once im feeling nasty . real nasty .

math was bad . real bad . gonna flunk it . but anyway .. hope everything else goes well ..

and i loathe _______ .

i seriously do . bad mouthing is so LOW . please stop stopping her from being close friends with us . cause you're getting on our nerves . stop disturbing her for god's sake . yes . i am talking to you . dont push yourself too much .. really . this will be the last time im speaking nice to you if you dont stop . yes yes . (:

so .. today we went to stead's house . was fun . (: snatch her from me and i'll gorge your eyes out . fork , spoon , knife , anything . :D haha . today we all went crazy . super fun !. great . we should do this often . (:

okay , study science !.

laters !

and i so miss you ..

i really miss you ..

2006-05-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

i really miss you ..

blah . hahah !. today's history .. i almost cried cause i worried that i couldnt do a single ques !. hahaha . but i gave up reading , sat down and prayed , and i just went down for morning assembly after that . and i managed to finish the paper !. oh praise god . :DD

tomorrow is math . i will pass !. (:

i miss ______ . really . alot . alot . alot . very . very . very much . boy , you know im talking about you . (: LOOOVES !! :DD

you , you and you !. (:

2006-05-06T09:18:00.000+08:00

yeah .

hello peoples . (:

i am seriously bored !. and i haven blogged since the 1980s . hahahs . oh well .. life is great . exams tests exams tests . we're all living it . suffocating . blah .

so , geog was easy . d&t was easy , too . well .. as for literature .. hahahs . it sucks . well , what can i do about it ?. literature is all about common sense . and i dont have them . so im ready to fail . yeah ..

and recently .. i keep recieving testimonials . when i didnt ask for them . surprisingly . yeah . great . peoples thought it through . and decided , the only way to kill time is to write me a testimonial . since you're alrdy in friendster . drop me a bomb . a short one . a long one . a time bomb . also can .

later theres d.a.r.e . ive waited so long . and its finally here . (: gonna sign up for camp . great . adventure camp . cant wait for it . 40+ days to go . and 22 days are june hols . loads of time to kill .

im losing interest in blogging . but stil , its fun .

blah shit , laters ! :D

total failure

2006-05-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

headache !.

wth ?. i merely didnt use the computer in the afternoon for 3 hours .. now i got some freaking serious headache !. so sleepy now .

-.-

test exams test exams . boo .

ive stayed in this mess for quite some time ..

2006-05-01T09:58:00.000+08:00

ive found my way out .

yesterday . so not my day . i felt so much hatred . i almost wanted to murder . myself . well , i didnt .. cause i see no point in it . but now im in a deeper mess than i am weeks ago . anybodys gonna lend me a helping hand ?. bring me away from this mess ..

okay . so , today is super boring .

i miss ______ !.

i wanna go adventure camp . when i can really enjoy .. cmon .. whats taking you so long .. ):

and .. 10th may is johnathan wong's birthday . which is .. also .. steven curtis chapman's concert .. which is also .. mothers' day . which one should i go to ?!. johnathan's birthday is held earlier . (: and now .. its either concert or mum . its not hard to choose .. =/

ive neglected alot of things for some stupid beings .. really regret it .. rewind time ?. sigh ..

i miss nov and dec of 2005 ..! those days at east coast .. those days in the movies .. those days .. i really miss .. having fun with you people .. june holidays !. we must chiong again like theres no tomorrow !. :DD

damn boring now . i shall go mapling now . hees . :p

laters !.

random !.

2006-04-29T21:07:00.000+08:00

Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head.
Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people.

1. peijuan
2. bryan
3. yingjie
4. darryl
5. shengwei
6. yiling
7. jason
8. jing hui
9. kai rui
10. melissa
11. guo zhu
12. rosanne
13. zhenci
14. jiaxin
15. denise
16. cryystal
17. celeste
18. johnathan wong
19. jacklyn
20. karen

1.How did you meet 14?
- in secondary school . (:

2. What would you do if you never met 1?
- died long ago .

3. What would you do if 9 and 20 dated?
- happily ever after . :DD

4. Did you ever like 19?
- ofcos . shes a great monitress !. (:

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
- they're not les lah . hahahs .

6. Describe 3.
- crazy and cute . :D

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
- duh ?! (:

8. Tell me something about 7.
- has a really nice smile . (:

9. Do you know anything about 12's family?
- not really .. lol .

10. What is 8's favourite?
- erm .. singing songs and shaking her head in midst of chinese exam ? hahahs .

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
- rofl . no way man . hahahs .

12. What language does 15 speak?
- english and chinese . (:

13. Who is 9 going out with?
- *ahemkarenahem . :D

14. How old is 16 now?
- 13 going on 14 .

15.When's the last time you talked to 13?
- recently . hahahs .

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
- jesse macartney . hahahs .

17. Would you ever date 4?
- bestfriend ? lol .

18.Would you ever date 7?
- jason ? lol .

19. is 15 single?
- erm . yah . lol .

20. what is 10's last name?
- lok .

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
- guo zhu ? lol .

22. What school does 3 go to?
- bedok green .

23. What's your favourite thing about 5?
- ALWAYS LENDS ME HIS HISTORY BOOK !!. :DD

a day in perion with jaaason tan !. (:

2006-04-29T17:28:00.000+08:00

a day in perion (maplestory) with jaaason tan !. :DD

i was fighting wild boar !. and i was struggling with those ks-ers ! but nvm .. i got 38% after fighting for 5 mins . then jason came online . so i ask him to come perion to look for me . so we could train together . but .. we end up the whole day taking fun-shots !. :DD

our first attempt in suicide !. i wasnt willing to . i was more of scared than ready . so after jason jumped , i jumped . hahahs !. drama . but we survived !. hahahs .

after the first attempt to suicide .. which wasnt sucessful .. we climb to higher grounds . all smiles and ready to jump !.

apparently .. we stil didnt die !. so we had our third attempt in suicide !.this time we'd die . we hoped . hahahs . but .. we didnt .

so we had our fourth attempt in suicide !. yet to no avail . hahahs . jason looked rather tensed . he must be thinking , " this time round .. we better die !! "

well , we didnt die . so we went back up to the top and sat down for a chit-chat session . and jason chose to sit on the edge with his pretty green beach chair !. hahahs .

after some time , jason felt shaky . and asked me not to push him down the edge . but i was sitting so far from him !.

so , he got up from his green beach chair and we watched the " sunset " together . (:

this was the hour of seperation . hahahs . this was taken when yong ding said he was alone . then jason asked me to go and look for yong ding . and leave him alone . well .. we didnt want to .. but i stil went to look for yong ding .. only to realise he was with another girl . hahahs . so .. me and jason continued to take photos !. :DD

and we decided to go " shopping " . we walked pass the free market and jason got so curious !. so he went in . and he lagged for at least a 2 whole minutes !. poor jason .. just look at the amount of people in there !.

sigh . and after that last photo , my right eye hurt . the ulcer is stil there . ): and jason stil laughed !. that mean boy . hahahs . any-o-how , i'd stil love to go photo-taking in maple with jason again !. so much fun . :DD

i shall go fight wild boar now . lol .

oh yah !. and i apologise . for not sensoring the igns (in-game-names) . hees . lazy to lah . take it as free publicity for you bah . :D

laters !

rock out loud .

2006-04-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

omg .

i forgot to post bout something . hahahs . stead fell today !. aw . right . and i watched some uncle make roti prata . hahahs . he is like so cool . his prata so many holes !. hahahs . :p

tomorrow is chinese papers !! ):

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz .

im mad alrdy . hahahs ! :p

four !.

2006-04-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

english exams !.

):

sucks ..

anyway, tomorrow is chinese papers !. which is .. not as excited as english exams . walau eh !. english really sucked lor .

the composition questions :
1. describe the last big event you went . concert , funfair , etc .
2. write about the time when you got into trouble in school.
3. write a composition with " i thought we would always be friends ! " in it .
4. do you agree that people study just to get a job next time ?
5. fear .

damn shit lah . lol . i picked number 3 !. and i wrote it like some drama queen lah . hahahs . anyway .. my letter writing ah . i only wrote 160 words . yeah . so god bless me . minimum suppose to be 250 !. damn shit again . ):

my english paper 2 was about BEN AND JERRY'S !. :D Ben Cohen and Jerry Greenfield . founders of ben and jerry's . walau . both of them used to be fat and slow !. hahahs . the passage was okay . summary too . but the questions . sigh . killer sia . lol . to me only lah . people think the other way . well , im weird . (:

tomorrow is chinese !. sigh . study wad sia . no tian xie han zi . thank god . but if the passage , i dont understand at all .. how ?! lame shit . lol . i must pass . no matter what . (:

subway !. <3

emotional rage

2006-04-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

ah. adventure camp.

good, its coming soon!

bad, many people canot go.

ariel and gernette not going!!! )): and bestfriend not confirmed. ): who else? stop adding to this list, please...

sigh.

still cant wait for adventure camp!!

wish all could go. sigh.

army of me

2006-04-26T17:05:00.000+08:00

chiong mid years!! :D

i dont get paid for being their psychiatrist! i dont know why. but i still help people even though i dont get paid. mayb cause.. of their afterwards smile. (:

so talk to me if you need help. but please dont call me at 3am. but well.. for some special persons, even if its 4am, i'd still answer. provided that i woke up from their call, that is. (:

WOOHOO. :D

i top english, CA1. hahahs. together with izzati and jacklyn ofcos. hahahs. (: but its only B3. hahahs!

tomorrow is my mid year papers for english! boosted my confidence after i saw my results for CA1. tomorrow is gonna be great. (: A1 for english, amen! :D

gonna go mug my geog alrdy! (:

laters!

can i hold your hand?

2006-04-25T20:03:00.000+08:00

i've been waiting all my life for someone..
just like you.

omg.

i've got nothing to blog about for what happened today. but some random topic. slitting. yeah. random enough .

slitting. the most stupid thing almost all of the people around me does. pathetic.

p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c.

why slit? over friends. over studies. over relationships.

stupid persons.

please grow up! slitting wont get you anywhere.

example, slitting for friends, lets say they backstabbed you. and you slit for them? stupid. if they would backstab you, they're not your friend. 100% confirm plus chop! they're not worth it. some people cry. yeah. they're not cry-babies if they cry over friends! people who cry than slit, have more common sense. what for slit when they're not worth it? nobody would be worth a single slit. really.

another example, slitting for studies, this is stupid. really. if you cant score well, then study harder! theres always other tests. you can cry. scream. go mad. just dont slit. if every test i fail, i slit once. imagine, hahahs. i know you cant. cause i'll never slit. but, look, if you slit so much, your hands will look ugly. and scars are like, permanent. whats worst is, one slit for that person couldnt get 1st in class for one test. when all the while, that person has 1st in class for several tests. that person's results dropped a little, and that person slit. ow? that person is stupid.

the most stupid reason to slit, is for an unsucessful relationship. seriously, why would you slit for a b****** that just chucked you aside when he had his fun? the more you shouldnt. cause he is so not worth it. if he can dump you just like that, he dont love you. anymore. slitting yourself wont bring him back. wake up woman! even if he returns, dont want him back! hes done much hurt to you. give him up. some where out there, your perfect guy is waiting for you, woman.

you know im talking about you. please stop slitting. seriously. everything can be solved. just dont slit alrdy. please.

close to my heart, i keep you.

2006-04-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

oh yah! and..

happy 15th birthday dex!

a pretty boy who loves his girl so very much.

shivers up and down my spines

2006-04-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

WOO.

back from main svc! i went 1st. with alot of people. so here is hows today :

i woke up at 5.38am! yeap. my dad! lol. and i reached kbg at 6.20am. haha. and i waited for jack til 6.45am. and darryl til 7.20am. haha. cracked alot of jokes. yet i almost fell asleep waiting. =/

then we 3 cabbed down to suntec. went to macs for breakfast. hotcakes and harshbrown. lol. so long never eat macs alrdy. haha. then had svc.

after svc, i ate with victoria! lol. at subway. and we went to the arcade. met her friends, justin and joel. haha. justin treated me to a game of outrun, when he wouldnt lend victoria money for a game of outrun. haha. they're all sec 1. haha. all from aikos!! :DD

and i waited for jack. then we met dean. and 3 of us walked to marina. met darryl and they ate chicken rice. and we met johnathan wong. lol. yeah. and then we met gernette at the mrt station. then took train home. darryl got so very high on the way. haha.

then me and darryl was like looking out of the window when its in the tunnel. then suddenly, the sunlight, BANG! lol. ouch. yeah. and we laughed for quite some time about it. haha. (:

i am so tired!

and im mad today! i keep laughing. at everything!

ohhh! i cant wait for adventure camp!! :D

close to my heart, i keep you.

and you came into picture

2006-04-22T13:16:00.000+08:00

haha.

i know, im mad, 3rd post today!

I AM GOING CAMP SHOPPING WITH CRYYSTAL! :DD

im bunking with cryystal, celeste, jolene. and one more space left! either vivian or gernette! please answer us soon! ohh. bunk with who doesnt matter! just wanna have fun during camp! :D the time when i can finally let go. of everything. and enjoy myself. adventure camp 2. cant wait.

i wanna learn electric guitar! ): sombody teach me please! pretty please? (:

adventure camp 2!!

2006-04-22T12:10:00.000+08:00

omg.

i miss adventure camp 2005! ): seriously. my first camp in D.A.R.E, adventure camp 2005! so much fun. ahhh! ): i also miss charlie!!

i bunked with clara. but she left half-way! ): some of the people in my group.. ah! johnathan wong and joshua lim! (: and jonathan seow. HAHA. hilarious! (: omg omg omg. i miss chin chow bath!! that so disgusting thing, miss it so! although everyone smelled after that, it was seriously fun! and I HUGGED CRYYSTAL! cause shes not dirty! hees! :DD

one thing i would never ever forget when ever i see a basketball. really, RAW CHICKEN! aw man. that game was hilarious okay. HAHA. some people wanna catch the chicken! then its slimy.. cold.. watery.. disgusting! and we also had water rafting! (: ofcos, charlie won. like, duh? lol.

and before our "terrifying" night walk.. we played some games to keep ourselves awake. and, its concentration. and johnathan seow almost had to do pole dance when brandon wong asked us to go for our night walk. and our night walk was SUPER funny. johnathan seow screamed. HAHA. we could all hear him from our starting point! hahaha.

mayb cause our group was last, and its 6am in the morning, everyone was tired. so there wasnt much scaring around. sigh. for the first time, i wanna feel scared. haha. :p cmon. the only time for you to enjoy and feel all sorts of funny feelings is during camp! i walked pass jun xiang and ivy!! the two of them so slow!! i just walked.. and whistled. and ivy was shocked to see me. haha. oh well.. cause i was a person behind her and she stil can see me. (:

adventure camp 2. 20th june to 23 june. pulau ubin. marina country club resort! WOO. im so going. :D and cryystal better be going! omg omg, cant wait! 59 more days! :p

but before that.. is my HUGE road block! mid year exams! ):

I WILL PASS MY MATH AND CHINESE, AMEN!

okay. im bored. and high. i shall continue doing my math. i love chapter 8! :p

laters~

draw the distance near

2006-04-22T10:53:00.000+08:00

I FEEL SO BORED NOW!

i've got the urge to study, suddenly. but.. i have no books! BOO. should have brought my math book home. sigh. now what should i do!

*looks around.

OHH!! i saw my math textbook! okay. so i shall start to mug! for math. and im serious. :D

laters~

love, yesyes?

2006-04-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

WOO.

back from bs! (: enjoyed. here goes today :

i woke up today, got a terrible headache. i dragged myself to the bus stop and met yingjie. then when we reached school, i kinda slept in class. after that short nap, the headache was quite.. gone. (: so the day wasnt that nice, til after school, ofcos. :D

i went home to put my books, i cant bring them to bs okay. pls. haha. (: and i went to yingjie's and she left her books there and we went back to school. jack is alrdy waiting for me, so we just went off. when we reached cityhall, we wanted starbucks. haha. mocha frap venti. :D

and we went to kopitiam. and we studied. MATH. haha. really. and i could answer simultaneous equation! haha. stupid sia. haha. :p then cryystal came. she did english. haha. after that, darryl came. four of us ate at kopitiam. and jack had to go for sound. so we slacked a little. darryl, johnathan wong and issac kang went inside the arcade. me and cryystal couldnt cause we were in school uniform! stupid uncle!

and because of that stupid uncle, we couldnt eat pocky! immanuel bought 2 boxes of pocky for cryystal. i got 1 from darryl. (: and we drew on abel's laptop. haha. so cool lah. then.. me and darryl "smsed". haha. yeah. bs went pass rather quickly. after bs, they were all chasing each other around. and i left soon after. my parents came. hah.

drop-dead tired. bye peoples! will be blogging again tomorrow, hopefully. or sunday. after svc. (:

-im waiting. for 4th may 2006. (04/05/06) im praying hard for.. *ahem

oh, NIGHTS! <3

risking it all

2006-04-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

im gonna risk it all out for you.

after much struggle inside myself.. i've finally decided. and im glad i have.

today after school, had focus group meeting. and mdm tay couldnt make it. like luckily. hahaha! and much stuff are spilled to the science HOD. oh. haha. cohen self-praised. he said class 2/4's chairman is good. does his job and all. ( fyi : he is class 2/4's chairman. ) bah. FGM was kinda interesting. not as bad as i thought. (:

i so love my sweetie! (:

my sweet thang!!

2006-04-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

omg? yeap. he is MY BESTFRIEND. my sweet thang!! you're jealous. admit it! :D

cry my eyes tired

2006-04-19T16:08:00.000+08:00

BOO. i cried my eyes out today. and im freaking tired now. haha. when you cry really hard.. your eyes will feel really tired.

today is like tragic sia! i cried alot lor. i cried before marching music began.. and was stil crying in the middle of the national anthem. sigh. today sucked.

yingjie's brownies were nice. though im a little scared when i first tasted it. but it turned out okay. no poison. no nothing. haha. (:

and i seriously hate *ahem venus tan *ahem. SHE SUCKS LAH. who gives a damn bout her music test? mid year exams coming.. who really went to study out of 40 pupils? shafiq and joevan. rofl. 2 out of 40. i bet at least 30 of us will fail. haha.

and im seriously happy now. cause she let me realise, i cant live without you. and im so glad i met you.

if love is a crime, then im..
guilty.

daredevil. (:

2006-04-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

i laugh at the face of danger..
so laid-back in time of risk..
and im willing to risk it all for love.
there you go, the new cheryl.
i've finally lived, outta the old me.

CMON! today rocked okay. but it would have been better if peijuan went.. :p

yingjie.. zhenci.. and i, went to take neoprints! hahaha. it turned out really really nice! but zhenci's scanner spoil. mine too! so i cant post. sigh. next time! i love it. (:

i finished my homeworks in school. for the FIRST time. i think. haha. :D

so bored. nothing much actually. sigh. life is great now. for the finishing touches.. lets wait til after mid year exams. (:

im your thrill (:

2006-04-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

happy birthday song han!
you gave my primary school life a fab ending. you rock. (:

i watched black night. it was like.. 2 and1/2 hours of spastic sound effects. hahaha! which made peijuan hid behind me. hahaha! i really enjoy the horror movies with her. and this is the first horror movie, peijuan got so frightened! hahaha. cute. (:

its me against the you.. and im gonna win. hands down. (:

die, life raider, die! WOO!

2006-04-16T10:47:00.000+08:00

im sick of posers. i feel like slapping posers. really.

they look at how you dress.. how you manage your things.. how you blog.. how you talk.. how you behave.. how you look..

when you name it, they can pose it!

reason why they pose people? simple. they're jealous of that individual. and wanting so much to be them. jealous of their popularity.. jealous of their dressing.. jealous of their everything!

even after they pose you, they still dont get what they want, they would frame you! they would deprive you off your friends. loved ones. popularity.

but do they know that.. posing people, only makes them a copycat? and do they know that.. posing people, will only make them that individual's number two?

no matter how they pose one person, they'll never get to BE that individual.

so why go through all those things to pose that individual? ask them. (:

______ is trying to raid my life. that asshole! keep posing me!

you stooped so low.. trying to make me lose her, him, them. you'll never suceed, sucker! (:

WOO xD

2006-04-15T08:59:00.000+08:00

WOO. hahaha. this morning.. i found out something really hilarious. miss prema almost reported rhys for being beng! ROFL. seriously.. rhys = beng? i'd rather believe sylvester sim is handsome. really. lol. even if he is.. he would be a MINATURE BENG! haha!

and shut up wagging tongues. (:

going dare later. WOO. so miss it. laters.

gah.

2006-04-14T12:09:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to renn & dionne!

bah. today is freaking stupid lah. dont even know how i should feel. and yah. sian. super bored. cryys they all went to watch recarnation.. or something like that. and poor jack. haha. bestfriend got party with cousins. everybodys so not free! so bored at home.

i wanna go buy a hamster! but peijuan cant.. so i shall wait for the stupid bird flu season to be over then i shall go pet shop to buy hamsters with her! (:

i've got the sudden urge to ride a bike. bah. anyone wanna go east coast? haha.

i feel so sleepy.. i want to sleep.. and i cant sleep cause im waiting for my bandito pocket! woo. bandito pocket, i love. haha!

____ is so cute lah. (:
______ is so bitchy. hah.
________ is so.. sigh.
i miss ________!!

peijuan the best lah! WOO. lol.

woo.i cheated in a test. ;p

2006-04-13T17:56:00.000+08:00

WOO. this morning ah. i mugged like crazy for the stupid idiotic chinese test. and i was so freaking stressed cause i afraid i dont know any word. so i mugged and mugged. i only knew 9/20 words. so fed up sia. and you know what the class was doing during chinese test?

checking handphone for chinese words.. checking textbook for chinese words.. checking with each other which one is correct. and the cock tcher dont know! wth? all the efforts mugging.. WASTED. should have not studied.. and copy all from the chinese pros around me! wasted. really wasted. sigh. next time i shant study chinese expt for major exams.

cock HOD tcher. tsktsk. pathetic.

oh yah. and god.. please bless me. later im gonna show mum my math paper. 3/30. cmon. wish me luck. hahaha. i need. loads. the test was about.. algebra lah. for god's sake. im a math idiot. haha. really. 3/30 = 10/100. walau eh. so poor. but at least is 2 digits.

and and and!! denise cried again! walau eh. she ah.. 10/30. GOOD ENOUGH ALRDY LOR. lidat also cry.. means i must jump from my window lah? hahaha. that joker.

WOO. i love math.. PUI!

today also had literature test. quite confident. and history test. that one ah. dont know lah. haha. 3 test in a day.. and i survived. wow. (:

tomorrow is good friday! WOO. NO SCHOOL. imma sleep til im happy first. then plan for the day. hahaha. next week no test alrdy. haha. walau. i want back english summary sia! krishnan say our scores all not very good leh.. cause we all dont have the right points. walau. worried sia. my subs almost all going to fail alrdy lor.. now if i fail english.. end of me sia. its the end. eeyiah. ):

smile smile smile jaaaason tan! :D

thislove.

2006-04-11T17:47:00.000+08:00

chaos.

cliff-hanger

2006-04-10T17:34:00.000+08:00

terrible day! fullstop.

ofcos i wouldnt stop here. you know i would blog it down. haha. so my day went like this :

5.40am. my phone's alarm rang. yeah. i off-ed it. then went back to sleep, forgetting to unslient the phone so that peijuan can call me. okay. i woke up feeling so pissed off. then i rushed to school. i was down with flu. and it turned out bad. ):

was feeling a little feverish.. then went for morning assembly. then some how.. got a slight headache. and today had geog and math test. like shit! haha. well.. geog test was easy. math test. tsktsk. im ready to get my zero and see mr teo every monday. woo. (: i dont even know how to do a single question! i swear i almost fainted in class during math test.

and today we also had 2.4 km run. so bad. turned out really bad. but i pass ofcos. legs cramped up. ran with fever. wth? but nvm. stil got next year. dont care. as long as i pass. hah. :p

tomorrow must hand up d&t jotter book. like hell man. i haven do presentation drawing! urgh. gonna do it up later.. sigh.

and piggy had a badminton tournament today. at the tampines sports hall. haha. he called me just to tell me that hes at tampines. haha. (: but i never pick up. heh. was on slient mode. and i called him back. haha. (:

so far for today.. thats all.

random going-ons ;
01 - i dropped my phone today (for the first time)
02 - oh-so-ready to fail math test
03 - hate today
04 - to hell with fever
05 - love kfc's bandito pocket :D

main svc

2006-04-09T16:07:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO. im back! from main svc. hees. its been so long since i last went. here goes my day :

my alarm clock rang. 5.40. and i went back to sleep. hahaha. bestfriend darryl chua piggy called me at 5.50. then i jumped out of bed. and yeah. i reached the mrt station at 6.15. bah. and bestfriend is meeting me at 6.30? bah. well, being the sweet guy, he waited for me. haha. (:

and the train reached kbg. and he boarded. well.. on the both sides of me, both also empty seats. but theres this old lady in front of bestfriend. so he waited for her to settle down before getting a seat. so the old lady sat beside me. and bestfriend sat in front of me. we kept making faces at each other. and laughing sliently. haha. (: and there is this guy, about 16 years old, wearing basketball shorts, sat on the other side of me.

then the row of people, on the left of bestfriend alighted. so he asked me if i wanna sit at there. then i said no cause i cant move. urgh. the basketball shorts guy was practically leaning on me. so i had no choice and i shook my head. and at that point of time, im in between an old uncle and a teenager. haha. but nevertheless, both of us stil kept making stupid faces at each other. hehe. (:

den its macs for breakfast..

after service.. we went sakae. haha. we ate heaven loads. hahaha! erm.. 1 plate only 1 $. haha. so we ate quite alot. woo. ate with cryystal, vivian and jack. so fun. we ate and ate. ahaha. so cute sia vivian. so long never see her alrdy. missed her loads. we must eat together again sometime! (:

woo. im freaking tired today. and i slept on the way home on the mrt. and like.. uh.. so sleepy.. and zzz. there goes. lol. today must sleep early. if not tomorrow no need go school alrdy. haha.

random add-ons ;
01 - i miss ice-cream. yum!
02 - i want chocolate pocky!
03 - my phone memory is cock.
04 - i think im falling sick. bah.
05 - i almost cried today. bang.

torn-ed

2006-04-08T08:27:00.000+08:00

super tired. haha. yesterday had brillante 2006. yeap. performing arts. they're great. expt.. haha. shhh. dance was fab. really fab. esp the first dance. they're great. really great. and we went to brillante 2006. other classes get to choose where they wanna seat. expt OUR CLASS. one thing i dont enjoy. is our sitting arrangement. spoiler! ah well.. its over. glad it was.

yesterday brillante 2006 ended early. so i met jack outside the school, and took 67 to bedok interchange, then we took 31 to darryl's school, to meet darryl and marlon, and then we took 36 to suntec. how cute. lol.

today got nothing to do. at all. but im lazy to even step out of the house.. so tired. dead beat. boring! i shall go find something to do. haha. laters! (:

AND in brillante 2006, band played THIS LOVE!! i so love band! :DD

not the life it seems

2006-04-06T18:21:00.000+08:00

everyday its laughter and joy.
but whats behind it?
cries after cries.
this life is not what it seems to be.

doh. xD

2006-04-06T16:21:00.000+08:00

woah. today was crazy. people like jia xin, pei juan and yi ling.. three of them.. at the sight of three digit car plates.. or red car plates.. they'll all chase after me. wanting to give a knock my head. it is stupid okay. cause im the victim. jia xin say at the sight of three digit car plates or red car plates, knock someone's head. well.. cause its unusual to see sucha thing. but today i got knocked tweleve times by jia xin, single-handedly. stupid cars with 3 digit/red car plates.

i had two choco ice-cream. i miss haagen daz. sigh..

tomorrow we all have to go brillante 2006. yeap. bryan, farah, yi ling and joevan got excused from class tomorrow. cause they have performances. should have not quitted dance. lol. a friday without lessons. how great. oh well. whats done has alrdy been done.

oh yah.. today we did the english summary test.i used an HOUR to complete one summary.i had to reduce 243 words from my draft to mere 120 words, the final piece. which i did. the story is about a six-year-old girl killing goldfishes with pencils. ew. they described the fishes.. like : the goldfishes were struggling to survive with empty eye sockets. like plain gross. but still.. i like the summary. im not a saddist. really.

and tomorrow pavathy is not gonna come teach us.. i'll miss her. lol. shes my favourite tcher. really. although.. last year shes been flooding me with her scoldings regarding why im adsent for dance practises. i still like her alot. cause her english is a fab.

and speaking of dance.. miss ho is so gonna kick us out of art. rofl. we like art. correction, i like art. hahaha. but.. its like.. its on a monday? the most tiring day of the week? and i skipped quite a few lessons. the next one i'll go. hope she would want us back. cause there are no more other ccas which is willing to take us in. hahaha. we're a pathetic bunch of caa hoppers.

and guzheng is a nono! i rather not want any cca. guzheng is so.. historical! heh. :p

i would have been in basketball if not for miss cheng. mid year results got 50+% den she dont allow.. must at least 65%. she choose basketball players academically. the coach allowed me in one.. but that miss cheng lor.. sigh.

now.. gotta go rush up the literature project.. if not tomorrow no deal. i dont wanna fail literature. thats the last thing i wanna fail. hahah. okay, laters! :DD

sadden her and suffer massive blows

2006-04-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

ohh. i just edited the skin.. did up the font.. i like it better alrdy. and i added a taggaye. but no one visits. yet. cause not all knows my new addy eh.. gonna start telling people alrdy. im rotting! rofl. too high alrdy. must be too tired. (: and im going to sleep now. already. yeap. suprising. hah. (:

wheee! xD

2006-04-05T18:27:00.000+08:00

yay. shengwei gonna send me home tmr. hahaha!

the story goes like this ;
today we went to the battlefield trip. history of singapore. its really fab. (: and we came back to school. and my self-proclaimed "my stead" and i was like smsing each other til im back in school. and he had to stay back for some d&t work. so we suggested he could send me home after my trip. lol. yeah yeah. and the story goes. lol. no lah. he had to go home. so he promised he'll send me home tomorrow. hahaha. :D after sending me home,he can head straight back for his basketball training. :D c'mon. finally a not so lonely thursday. thursday(s). :D they all had some buddy reading program. and its their LAST session. so nobody can skip it. so im left alone to go home. but shengwei just poped out from the crowd. :D

im so bored now. and its raining. correction,pouring. boo. and like. recently rain all so big. and yeah,two days ago,outside my school,FLOODED with rainwater. yah yah. sucha stupid thing to happen. and we had to crawl under the express way. the slopish thing.to get across. and we duck-walked for like.. at least 20 minutes. and like. with MUD all around. yeah. terrible. tsktsk. *shakes head

im gonna call shengwei later. and chat. hahah. (:

food ethic trip

2006-04-02T18:04:00.000+08:00

im back. yeap. from the food ethic trip. yeah. it was rather boring. til our flour fight. haha. well.. that day was tiring.. yet memoriable..

after we reached school.. we ALL sang the birthday song to miss tan. miss tan geok choo. rofl. and you know what yingjie,peijuan and i did? we went to buy a CHOCOLATE CAKE for her. *everybody goes awwww....!! :D seriously.. first time in my life. i saw her smile. hees. miss tan,you know what to do alrdy ah. REDUCE OUR MATH HOMEWORKS FOR JUNE HOLS. :x eh eh. we didnt buy her a cake for that hor. lol. out of sincerity. :DD just look at the cake!! -although its a lil small.. but.. bear with it lah. next year ah. BIG BIG ONE OKAY. den the WHOLE of 2/3 will celebrate with her ah! we're sweet. we know. xD

drool over it! :D although its cheap. and small. but its really delicious! ask mr james teo. :p he had to eat 3 pieces of those cut slices. hahaha! and like oh shit. he say we next week,which is tomorrow. math class,we suffer. 3 of us. lol. yingjie,peijuan and me. lalala. at most more math homework. lmao. :p

flour fight!! xD

2006-03-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

BOO.today is freaking tiring.yeah.i woke up at 6.10.cause i wasnt able to wake up at 5.30.lol.and i reached school..watched ju-on..part 2.walau.lol.scary okay.eeyiah.

then we went for the food ethic. :D the most memoriable thing is..THE FLOUR FIGHT.lol.i kena bully nia.i nvr do anything.den all attack me sia.lol.

im super tired.so i shall stop. (:

gah.pffft.

2006-03-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

today ah.walau ehs.morning met peijuan and zhenci.den reach sch ah.they on ju-on sia.lol.then its like..the chain of screams.bryan screamed.damn.den shafiq screamed.den rosanne scream.den yingjie scream.den i scream.den peijuan scream.den yiling scream.den melissa scream.woah.super loud okay.rofl.ju-on can kill man.ITS SCARY LOR.its a nono for the faint-hearted.100%.

den i didnt feel sleepy in class thw whole day..cause i was woken up by the chain of screams.hahaha.damn cute.tmr morning we're gonna continue watching.hahaha.and lets hope that its not really as scary.but we all know it'll be SCARIER.but.heck cares.haha.its the fun you cant trade from screaming with the class! :D

after school we,zhenci..jiaxin..me..went kfc.yeah.i missed it loads.ever since a month ago?i love kfc.haha.really. :D den go home lor.haha.tmr is food ethic.eeyiah.sounds so..not fun.haha.but before that is stil our show.haha.its gonna be fun.you know it. :DD

irritating,childish and twitish YOUNG (*ahem) girls should be burnt in hell.DIE DIE DIE!!!JUST DIE ALRDY.so irritating that when they dont need you,they kick you aside..when they need you,they'll almost worship you.if you dont do as they say,they COMPLAIN TO THEIR MUM.please die to those people.yeah.you know im talking about you.freak.GET LOST.and die.yes.DIE.

BOO ! (:

2006-03-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

THANKS KHOR PEI JUAN,DARRYL CHUA YONG LIANG AND ONG KAI RUI. :DD hahaha.(: y'all rocks.

today ah.tragic.lol.i skipped math remedial.i know.its wrong..and i very well know that i wanna pass math.but well..whats done is done.

and zhenci nvr come today.miss krishnan also never come today.today was suprisingly interesting.though there was some simo simo dance and math.so stupid.lol.the dance is freaking easy.hahaha.and so o piang please?hah.

im getting nokia 7610 back.soon.now it has new features!

so sleepy today.ah.random!

my one of a kinds ;
only one in the world.
one doubt.one cry.one thought.
one letter.one smile.one love.

45 more days ;; its worth the wait.im sure.

bah. )x

2006-03-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

as i sat in the cab home..there was this really uneasy feeling..that something really bad is gonna happen..i unusually quiet..and i thought.it better not be bout him.right.it turned out to be that way.its bout him.i realised we're actually..worlds apart.worlds....apart...mayb i should let go.cause people think..its letting go thats the hardest.but..now..letting go is easy..never to look back is even harder..

shoutouts (x

2006-03-26T12:00:00.000+08:00

SHOUTOUTS !!

yeap.im bored.so i've decided to do some shouting.*winks.

PEIJUAN ;;
really really thank you.
for the past few days.
you've always been there.
the laughter i had.
the smiles i had.
i'd die without you. :D
need i say more?
bestfriend.stead.forever.((:

JINGHUI ;;
wad sia you.lol.
wad pungseh.
i stil love you.
peijuan too.
haha.
you're my crazy love.
without you,
who else can i crazy with?
november babies are..
wild and fearless.
and thats what we are.
bestfriend.love.forever.
:DD

ZHENCI ;;
THANK YOU.(:
the trips home with you.
the talks we had.
the help you gave.
thanks.really.loads.

KENNETH ;;
i dont know.
but i just feel like shouting to you.
you rock.thumbs up game is fun with you.
i would be your god-sis,
if you would be the older one.
older god-bro.not sis.
lol.(:

KAIRUI ;;
you better stop ka-jiaoing me.lol.
and you owe me 2 ice-creams.
and one saturday.you ah.
owe me loads sia.
hahaha.okay.seriously.
im here.always.(:
come talk to me lah.
dont always ka jiao.lol.
i'll help.really.that is if im of any help.
lol.(:

BITTERSWEETS ;;
okay.i miss you all.
so very much.
and i promise.
we'll hang again soon.
really.

GERNETTE ;;
walau!
i really love you so much!
thanks for your help.
so very much.
you're also always there.
im here for you too.
MISS YOU SO MUCH.
((:

DARRYL CHUA ;;
bestest bestfriend.
thanks for your help before.
i want you to know..
i'd always be here.
anytime always.
anyhow anywhere.
just an sms/call away.
keep your knuckles and blood.
cause we dont wanna lose you.
esp me ah.(:
you're loved.loads.by us all.
i swear i'd cut off those wagging tongues.
im sure you'll help me too.
i miss you loads.truckloads.
see you soon.
really soon.

JOHNATHAN WONG ;;
my really cute partner.
magic tricks overflowing.
next time can be entertainer lah.
i miss you too.
and your tricks.
see you soon!
partner.(:

JACK KOH ;;
my schoolmate.
you know..i realised..
all the people in my school,
are all so LAME.
inclding the tchers!
you're a really good listener.
thanks for listening to me.
i miss you too.
keep the jokes flowing,jack!
see you soon!((:

MARLON DANTE INGLE ;;
i love your name.haha.
you rock.yes.totally.
thanks for listening to me as well.
you'd always agree with me.
eeiyah.no one can find another marlon.
really.in other words.thanks.
you're a really great friend.(:
i miss you tooo.lol.
sorry i wasnt able to make it to the airport.
to meet you and jack.next time.really.
see you soon!(:

JERALD CHAN ;;
SMALL DIDI.
tell you ah.
i missed you loads.
its time you come back to hang with us?
please?
i miss our fun and laughters.
hurry hurry come back ah.
im waiting.
and you're my best god-bro yet.
really.from the bottom of my heart.
i also miss talking to you.
eeyiah.COME BACK LAH. ):
dont care what people think.
just know that im here for you.
always.and you better be there for me.
good luck to whoever you like.
although you nvr tell me.nvm.
lol.i understand.cause i dont like to say too.
lol.see you soon.real soon.(:

ps to jerald;you're name is last cause your shoutout is the longest.
not cause i hate you or i dao you.you and preston really rocks.(:

if one of you disappears..im a goner.

(:

2006-03-25T09:44:00.000+08:00

thanks zhenci and yongding for twentyfourth march..if it aint for her i wouldnt realise that i believed the wrong person..if it aint for him..i wouldnt stop crying and remembered to smile.its all because of you two.(:

):

2006-03-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

IM SORRY.....

i seriously am..
two..two drops..two teardrops...

eeyiah. (:

2006-03-22T15:36:00.000+08:00

lol.so long nvr post alrdy.nothings up and such.super boring.holidays came and left.school is boring.very sleepy everyday.lol.

today i slept in science class.and mrs tan didnt even wake me up.both me and yingjie slept lor.haha.shes such a good tcher.luckily i slept in science.if not math that time.with miss tan geok choo around.i die ah.i simply love mrs tan.(:

so tired.today was the earliest i reached school.6 plus.lol.haha.im super bored.and sleepy.

oh shut up.

2006-03-19T09:29:00.000+08:00

OH SHUT UP WILL YOU

this is MY blog.you dont comment on it.if you're not happy.thinking that im talking bout you.dont come talking to me.cause i wont even bother.

just read and laugh at someone else thinking that im talking about them and not you when the truth is im so obviously talking about you.or read and get all pissed off and go complain to whoever or whatever when im not even talking about you and you never ever wanna come back cause you're guilty or just plain guilty.

nobody is forcing you.so go.or stay.your choice.you're an [x](top right hand corner) away.and dont make me start on posers.

bah..

2006-03-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

today had dare..yeap.and i feel so great.people went forward to get prayed for..the first call..my heart beated really fast.but i just stood there.then there was the second call.i couldnt take it.i know i should go up.and i went.

coach heejun prayed for me.i heard him praying in tongues.then..i blacked out.i heard someone talking to me.not anyone.but god.

the lord spoke to me.

after i sat up..i was "half-awake"..the lord have not finished.so i sat there.all other voices were blocked out.i only heard the lord speaking.he spoke alot to me.regardless whether its bout school or church.

i had alot of questions in mind.i couldnt solve.he,just came..and answered them all.without me asking.i understood all that he said.

and i just sat there.and cried.i worried for nothing.nothing at all.all this while.i've been worrying.so busy worrying that i forgot to rest in him.things are starting to change.and all i need.is to rest in him.that is all i have to do.

today was great.really great.and i understood what i should.and i found out many more stuff which i did not know.how more better can it get?and it is like 12.43 am..im still awake.cause i cant sleep.sigh.today was his sweet sweet presence.1 minute in his sweet sweet presence.is like much better than a hundred days on earth.

today was GREAT.really.(:

im so bored. x(

2006-03-18T09:07:00.000+08:00

hahaha.im like awake since 7.55 am?i wanted to wake up early.charge up my phone.and shuffle.and thanks so much to yongding for waking me up.(: hahaha.

yesterday night ah.was so fun.conferenced with peijuan and yongding.we were like talking bout the movie.DORM.rofl.cause yesterday afternoon.i went to watch dorm with peijuan.i tell you.thailand horror flims are.SCARY.damn.rofl.

and peijuan like keep grabbing my hand. T.T the show is okay.5 stars.for the special effects and sound effects.and the way they scare me.rofl.(: the cinema had three screams in a row.super duper cool man.the show is good.in scaring people.so..for the faint hearted..DONT WATCH.seriously.

its like.altogether got three scares within 10 secs.first scare is those standard one lah.the ghost just pulled the boy's hands from the water.second scare was the boy got pulled inside and he struggled which was quite breath-taking.third scare ah can faint ah!the ghost's face appeared.one word..S-C-A-R-Y.

but im glad i watched it.so cool.(: watch it.and enjoy the screams.hahaha.later got dare.like,FINALLY.cant wait.haha.but im freaking tired.haha.

ps ;; in the show..dead rabbits can hop!ew.

bah. :(

2006-03-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

blah..i really cant believe i cried at east coast today.